it's officially cancelled.

hi readers.

this is not a wedding blog. more to personal diary.

it took some time for me to write this post.

i'm sad.

i cried.

heart broken.

frustrated.

regret.

my wedding cancelled. don't ask why. i pun tak sure how this things screwed like this.

now, i'm having a big crisis. not appropriate to spill it here. biarlah i saja yang tahu.

kalau ada jodoh, tak kemana. i guess in my case, tak ke mana-mana. i serik nak bercinta, honestly.

i prefer with open relationship. both parties got no commitment. so mat saleh. lols.

2 june 2012, i will miss this date, the preparation towards it, excitement, sharing ideas, etc. maybe date tu i pergi holiday/umrah.. i won't be around for sure. sorry for those yang buat wedding during that date. i don't want to be your wedding crasher :P

i know, every people ada dugaan masing-masing nak kahwin. i know.

but mine, it was horrible.

rasa nak lari jauh-jauh, jerit kuat-kuat, nangis sepuas hati, shopping, pastu dance sampai tak boleh nak berdiri. nice one.

doakan i dapat sambung belajar jauh-jauh, dapat kerja tetap, banyak duit, kurang dugaan yang besar-besar, iman sentiasa teguh, tak mudah patah semangat, sentiasa hot walaupun umur da naik banyak nombor (takde kaitan). lol.

i will close sume story pasal wedding. kalau teringat, susah. banjir lagi mukaku ini.

bye people. mat saleh cakap, turn over a new leaf.

i will never close this blog. tapi i cerita pasal selain daripada wedding stuffs.

. Hugs . Hugs . Hugs .

♥ Lana ♥