hi guys.
it's Ramadhan. happy fasting and don't forget to multiple your prayers, read Quran, and muhasabah yourself during this holy month. ramadhan is not about food fest, attending glamorous iftars at luxury place, wasting on berbuka foods, etc. Islam always emphasizes on being modest in all aspects. Simple.
My target for this year is to perform tarawih prayers better than previous years. i never did 20 rakaat of tarawih. however, today.... *drum roll* *drum roll* i did it! and feeling great! it's not that bad btw. i thought it would be bored, sleepy, muscle foot stretch, but it is definitely not like that. i hope i can keep this semangat-tarawikh-20-rakaat until end of the ramadhan. amin~ :D
there are so many doa i nak mintak bulan puasa ni. harap-harap makbul. amin~
oh, my job as part time lecturer dah habis untuk 1 short sem (7 weeks). this thursday (4th august 2011) diorang ada final exam. i rasa berat jugak responsibility i untuk jadi lecturer UniRAZAK (previously known as UniTAR) ni. they give me 100% freedom to teach this subject. I teach Statistics for Social Sciences.
I don't know whether I'm a good lecturer or not. I will see the student's evaluation ttg i soon. so i blh budget la whether they like me or not. the obligation is huge for me as fresh graduate. i'm the one who set the syllabus, class exercises, assignments, quizes, preparing learning material such as module and power point slides, and also create mid term exam and final exam questions. i'm the only statistics lecturer at that school, and I'm the course leader. No experienced lecturer or experts to guide me. plus, i have time constraint. which means, all my study objective must be achieved during 7 weeks only. crazy aite?
tapi sampaila end of the semester, i can't believe myself boleh buat semua tu sorang-sorang! tak sangka & sampai sekarang tak percaya rupa-rupanya i boleh buat semua tu seorang diri walaupun i ni serba kekurangan. they are my first experiment. so sorry students, if u see many weaknesses in my teaching skills and learning materials. apologize me for the weaknesses & mistakes.
i try my best to give u all the required knowledge. i google tgk syllabus university kat oversea, tengok syllabus local ipta & ipts. do some research, comparing, and then finalized the course flow. students semua best, ada la yang degil, annoying, malas, but i don't mind. i suka je diorang! cuma part gaji je yang tak best. they pay my salary lump sum by the end of the whole semester. its not monthly basis. so, mommy daddy sorry. lana kene mintak duit lagi walaupun dah bekerjaya.
i break 1 month from 30 july sampai la 18 sept ni. they offered me another part time lecturer position, teaching mathematics for social sciences. so tak de la i pening sangat nak carik kerja lepas ni. feedback ok, bos i pun dengar dari mulut dia, dia & several lecturers lain nak propose nama i jadi full time kat situ. doakan i dapat kerja full time k. pleaseeee pray for me *hamtaro blinking & glittering eyes* :)
nak update pasal wedding preparation, date belum confirm. hahaha. semangat je lebih. designer baju nikah kata dah boleh datang first fitting. insyaAllah next week i pergi. tapi beading belum buat lagi dia cakap. sebab kene first fitting dulu. oh, my nikah dress is something like below pic. but my dress is in tiffany blue/pastel blue. i don't know the existence of tiffany blue in the colours world. sigh~

pic taken from b2b blog. (i dont remember the address)
my solemnization dress is similar like the above dress, short modern kurung with beading at the top and tiered skirt. i found this pic after i sent my kain to the boutique. yes, all my materials are from chiffon. but my skirt is not asymmetrical skirt like the above pic. mine is tiered flowy skirt and each layers in horizontal line. i don't see the outcome yet. so far tak boleh nak cakap apa lagi. kalau die boleh alter buat macam kt atas tu lawa tak? i thought on to put some beading on d layers. ok tak?
i still tengah survey designer for my reception dress. so far, i budget tak banyak. tapi nak taste macam rizman ruzaini, jovian mandagie, radzuan radziwil, arma, or hatta dolmat. memang imagination tinggi tak sesuai dengan thin wallet. hahaha.
i hate dress with hem line. i don't like d fact that hem line function is to expose d chest part. for me, hem line is only suitable in making pregnant attires. hahaha. btw, it just my opinion. it depends on your preference. some of my favourite dresses.
Siti Nurhaliza dress by Rizman Ruzaini


mimpikita dress

mimpikita dress (middle)

as u can see, i don't like lace and too much beading. i tak minat kain meleret-leret. tak practical untuk i yang ganas. tapi i suka long veil. nampak sweet. i like simple dress but superb design & idea. i like unique dress yang nampak sederhana. tak nak ketat-ketat. lastly, i conclude, i want draping effect, and shoulder details (inspired by MJ (for my reception dress). ada kenal mana-mana designer yang boleh fulfill request i? tapi tak nak mahal sangat la.
my bf pun tengah working real hard kumpul duit. kesian dia. i have parents to help me financially. but since he is yatim piatu, sedara-mara jenis buat tak kisah langsung, kawan-kawan ramai jenis penipu & jahat, siapala nak tolong die kan? kesian dia. insyaAllah i tolong bagi moral support mana-mana yang mampu :)
ok, that's all for now. ye, i jarang blogging, sekali blog, meleret-leret panjang. hahaha. sorry to bore u guys!
happy ramadhan! happy fasting!
♥ Lana ♥
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