sorry blog for being shy with u for the past few weeks.
I went to Selangor Turff Club In-House Equitation competition (tak tau la betul ke tak nama ni). fara participated in dressage (prepatory 1 & 2), while Mr. Equin joined the jumping competition for 60cm and 80 cm. both of them riding fara's horse, Val Rayyan Ezequille. I will be going to Johor this weekend. They held National Horse Show 2011 at UTM, Skudai. if we got extra time, we decided to have a simple tour at Singapore.
my heart is quite confusing right now. i met my crush, 'P' after 7 years. yes, i still have d same feeling towards him and he also felt d same. no, i'm not cheating my bf. i never going out with P, we only texting each other in fb, bbm, ym. P also got gf now. he even said "lets break up with our partner, so we can be together". we secretly in love since in school years. but we keep silent. he's christian, and i'm muslim. he's not willing to change his religion, and i understand that. i'm not good enough to guide him. we respect each other.
"if we're in the same religion, i'm sure i will marry u. i want to build a family with. i secretly in love with u from the day we get to know each other until now".
i know. i look. i see. i want to say d same thing to u but i can't because it does not change anything.
have u ever experience love at first sight? at first i think its all mengarut. how come u fall in love just by looking at him/her for the first time? u never knew her/him. it happened to me with P.
to be exact, he is d only my-love-at-first-sight.
confused girl,
Lana ♥
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